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    April 29

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    On top of the roof the air is so cold and so calm
    I say your name in silence you don't want to hear it right now
    the eyes of the city are counting the tears falling down
    each one a promise of everything you never found

    I scream into the night for you
    don't make it true
    don't jump
    the life will not guide you through
    there deceiving you
    don't jump
    don't let memories go of me and you
    the world is down there out of view
    please don't jump

    You open your eyes but you cant remember what for
    The snow falls quietly you just cant feel it no more
    Somewhere out there you lost yourself in your pain
    The dream of the end to start all over again

     

    I don't know how long
    I can hold you so strong
    I don't know how long
    Just take my hand and give it a chance
    don't jump

     

    I'll jump for you

    April 25

    AHORA

     
     
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    April 20

    GOTHIC ROMANCE

     
     
    Evening minuetto in a castle by the sea
    A jewel more radiant than the moon
    Lowered Her mask to me
    The sublimest creature the Gods, full of fire
    Would marvel at making their Queen
    Infusing the air with Her fragrant desire
    And my heart reeled with grave poetry....

    From grace I fell in love with Her
    Scent and feline lure
    And jade woodland eyes that ushered in the impurest
    "Erotic, laden fantasies amid this warm Autumn night
    She lulled me away from the rich masquerade
    And together we clung in the bloodletting moonlight"
    Pearled luna, what spell didst thou cast on me?
    Her icy kiss fervoured my neck
    Like whispering waves 'pon Acheron's beach
    In a whirl of sweet voices and statues
    That phantomed the dying trees
    This debauched seductress in black, took me....

    In a pale azured dawn like Ligeia reborn
    I tore free of my sleep - sepulchre
    On the sea misted lawn where stone figures, forlorn
    Lamented the spectre of Her
    Bewildered and weak, yet with passion replete
    I hungered for past overtures
    The curse of unrest and her ardent caress
    Came much more than my soul could endure....

    I, at once endeavoured to see Her again
    Stirring from midnight's inertia
    Knowing not even her name
    On a thin precipice over carnal abyss
    I danced like a blind acolyte
    Drunk on red wine, her dead lips on mine
    Suffused with the perfume of night

    For hours I scoured the surrounding grounds
    In vain that we might meet
    When storm clouds broke, ashened, fatigued
    I sought refuge in a cemeterty

    Sleep, usher dreams
    Taint to nightmares from a sunless nether

    Mistress of the dark
    I now know what thou art

    Screams haunt my sleep
    Dragged from nightmares thou hast wed together

    Lamia and Lemures
    Spawned thee leche
    To snare my flesh

    Portrait of the Dead Countess

    Deep stained pain that I had dreamt
    Flaunted demise, life's punishment
    Leaving little strength to seal this wretched tomb....

    But poised nectar within my stirs
    Up feverous desire and morbid purpose to search
    Through cobwebbed drapery to where she swoons
    Goddess of the graveyard, of the tempest and moon
    In flawless fatal beauty her very visage compels
    Glimpses of a heaven where ghost companies fell
    To mourning the loss of god in blackest velvet
    Enrobed in their downfall like a swift silhouette

    Fleeting, enshadowed
    Thou art privy to my sin
    Secrets dead, wouldst thou inflict
    The cruel daylights upon my skin?
    Dost thou not want to worship me
    With crimson sacrifice
    So my cunt may twitch against thy kiss
    And weep with new-found life ?

    Red roses for the Devil's whore....

    Dark angels taste my tears
    And whisper haunting requiems
    Softly to mine ear
    Need-fires have lured abominations here....

    Nocturnal pulse
    My veins spill forth their waters
    Rent by lips I cherish most

    Awash on her perfidious shores
    Where drowning umbra o'er the stars
    Ebon's graves where lovers whore
    Like seraphim and Nahemah

    "Nahemah"

    Pluck out mine eyes, hasten, attest
    Blind reason against thee, Enchantress
    For I must know, art thou not death?
    My heart echoes bloodless and incensed....

    Doth temptation prowl night in vulvic revelry
    Did not the Queen of Heaven come as Devil to me?
    On that fatal Hallow's Eve when we fled company
    As the music swept around us in the crisp, fated leaves
    Under horned Diana where her bloodline was sewn
    In a graveyard of Angels rent in cool marbled stone
    I am grieving the loss of life in sombre velvet
    Enrobed in Death's shadow like a swifter
    silhouette....
     
     
     
     

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    I

    Tu alma se encontrará sola a sí misma
    en medio de oscuros pensamientos de las piedras de la tumba gris.
    Nadie, entre toda la multitud, espía
    en tu hora de secreto.

     

    II

    Sé silencioso en esa soledad,
    que no es tristeza de estar solo, pues entonces
    los espíritus de la muerte que estuvieron
    en la vida antes que tú, están de nuevo
    en la muerte a tu alrededor. Y su voluntad
    habrá de subyugarte: no te muevas.

     

    III

    La noche, aunque clara, fruncirá el ceño,
    y las estrellas no mirarán hacia abajo,
    desde sus altos tronos en el cielo
    con luz como esperanza dada a los mortales.
    Pero sus rojos ojos, sin rayo
    parecerán para tu cansancio
    como una quemadura y una fiebre
    que se adheriría a ti para siempre.

     

    IV

    Ahora hay pensamientos que tú no prohibirás.
    Ahora hay visiones que no desterrarán.
    No pasarán de tu espíritu
    jamás, como gotas de rocío de la hierba.

     

    V

    La brisa y la respiración está quieta,
    y la niebla sobre la colina
    tenebrosa, tenebrosa, todavía intacta,
    es un símbolo y una señal
    de cómo se sostiene sobre los árboles
    un misterio de misterios.

     

     

    April 02

    AHORA

     
    AHORA
    SIENTO QUE LA VIDA ES COMO UN HILO
    QUE SE CORTA DE IMPROVISO SIN AVISAR...